FRIENDSHIP IN HARMONY

Dear Fani ,

First of all, I miss you ! When shall we talk together ?

Now, I read all your letter again and I will write all my
thoughts about yours.

We are humans made by soft and hard behaviors even if I
discovered in you only soft, kind and lovely manners.
Do you know you to be a hard man ? When ? I could see
only your Beauty in your attitude and behavior. Am
I wrong ? I remember your attitude to your colleagues
while working in your lab and also their good behavior to
you, especially that man who gave you a carrot to eat at
the middle of the night when all of you were hungry.

I could also noticed the confident attitude and good
cooperation of your colleagues with you while working on
their computers . All of you were very friendly with each
other. I appreciate it very much.

I like your words " If you are dominated by hard/bitter
behavior, one day will come when you will be dominated by
soft behavior, very kind, very beautiful. And that would be
time when you feel regret for your suggestion which were
influenced by hard/bitter taste of words". They have a deep
and profound meaning and I don't understand it. What were
you thinking about ? What is the connection with me ?
I will wait for you to explain me the meaning of these
beautiful words if you thought of me when you wrote
them. They are so beautiful that bring to my heart warmth
and love.

I wonder if you saw me having a bad behavior and if you see
my future when I will be dominated by soft, very kind, very
beautiful behavior....Is it true ?

I think that I had very loving and caring attitude to you all
time, very soft, very kind and very beautiful. Do you think
that I need to be hard with you? No, I am not able. I am a very
good woman and feel very happy into my heart to make the
others happy or at least content of their life. Anyway, I do my
best for helping people free, without money or anything...all I
do is for my pleasure and happiness. I am happy when I see
all the others happy. When I see the people sad in suffering, my
heart and mind are sick thinking all time how to change things
into better .

I feel myself free like a bird flying in the sky or everywhere
singing what she likes to sing...what she is allowed to sing by
God ! The sentiment of freedom is extremely good and I wish
that all the human beings feel the freedom ! The freedom of
not belonging on anybody else, the freedom of speaking what
she/he thinks, the freedom to work the best work for her/him
and to have money for living, the freedom to love the lover for
her/his soul and mind, the freedom in freedom !!!

How can I be hard with anyone ? I can not. If I try to be bad,
I get sick, I feel very bad and I can not work, I can not sleep,
I suffer until I clarify everything to the smallest details, until
me and the other person come to Harmony and love each other,
support each other with mutual respect.

You are a gem of wisdom and I keep you in my box of treasure.

I wonder myself when I could be hard with a human being ...
and the answer comes to me now : only when the human being
is able to be violent with another human being and also is able
to kill ...no matter in the name of whom. Some people hate the
others...I can not hate !

Some people envy the others for richness or something else...
I can not envy anybody because I don't need richness or more
money than I earn by working. I am content if my family has a
house and we all work very much to have a comfortable life.
I can't bear the idea of not working and the idea of belonging
to a man, may he be father, brother or husband.

This is freedom ! I do what I want to do, I never do what
anybody else tells me what to do. I learn so much because I like
learning...I learn much more than I am asked by the teachers
from the two colleges. What the teachers teach me is very easy
for me. It's just the time to write the projects a problem because
they are too many...but I wanted to make two masters in the
same time. And I still find time for reading what I like more...
I like researching... like you ! I have many questions in my
mind and I have to find the best replies possible.

As about regrets, I don't regret anything I have lived till present.
I regret only what I haven't lived till now and I wished to live.
I am sure that I will regret many things in my life even if God
is wonderful guide for me who gives me almost everything I
dream and wish...sometimes too fast and too much ! I say so
because God gives me what I dream and other obstacles appear
in order to stop my dreams and God's will. The obstacles are
from me and from the people around me who respect the rules
created by them....

So, my dreams are ready to live their life together with me but
I stop them. I do everything I want to do, yes ! It's true. I am
sure you understand me...if you don't...you can ask me your
misunderstandings anytime .

We are the same human beings with the same Breath from God,
we think the same, we like the same things, we want a house
to live with our family, maybe a little garden around it, we like
music and nature, we want to love and to give love , to share
our Beauty but all these thoughts are dissolved by obstacles
made by people. Can you tell my why ?

Thank you very much for appreciating my good thoughts for
you. I just felt them. I am also happy for your understanding
my friendly relationship with you which is in fact a special
relationship, a special affection, soft and kind, as you said.
Your words are touching my heart all time. You are able to melt
anybody with the divine power you have from God. I am happy
to have such a gifted friend even if you live far away in Japan
and I live thousands of km away. Maybe God or it's for sure
that He wants me to think of your robots in Universe for a
certain reason and I started to know it...I have some links
now and I have to get them connected and find the Truth.

Time will make me wiser one day !

Yes, you are one of the best friends I have abroad. I usually
tell my best friends : You can come to my home anytime,
day or night, I will give you water to drink, food to eat and
the keys of my house when I leave it for college or work place.
My mother agrees with my friends, they are not
many but they are very good and we have much trust in
them before visiting us .

Dear friend, you made me smile into my heart when reading
your words about disturbing me with your friendly love...
" you are one of the best assets in my life even if it disturbs
you ...." . You never disturb me, you can call me anytime on
my mobile, no matter the time but especially when you need
my soul support and you feel you are too alone and you
need a friend to talk with. Can be only 5 min, they are very
good for a sad heart to beat happy .

I don't remember exactly how we met among the stars of the
good Universe , I just remember that we had a kind of " fight"
of words....I don't know why. It doesn't matter if that meeting
was so short and we had to recognize our souls very fast, and
we succeeded in what God planned for us . Not physical touch,
something else ! Music is singing so beautiful around ! The
sounds of your shining thoughts have always inspired me in
the best way : to think more, to write beautiful, to love other
way all the people and to discover a gifted and talented man's
mind and soul : You !

Is there Time and Distance between Us ?

One day I discovered again your special soul when you posted
a beautiful red flower instead of your picture ! I felt so happy
for you...it was for the first time when I felt that you started
to live a normal life in Japan . Seeing the flower, it told me that
your soul came to life very nice ! When I see in a small detail
that you live a comfortable life, I am calm and happy . Your
energy is much enough to assure you a good life all time ...
God feeds you with His Flame of Light !

As about how we spend our time, we think the same : time is
too short for us to learn and research. I think sometimes...why
must I sleep so much ? I have the answer : we are human
beings and need energy from God to live and create. I would
like to read and learn so many things... I go to put my head on
the pillow very hard ...and I think of you who also work so
much, too much ?

You are right when you say that we embrace very few in life !
Very true ! Although I am a positive person and I am very happy
for all the miracles that happen to me daily because they are
from God and very few people can say the same thing. I enjoy
life a lot and it seems to me too short, unfortunately.

I think that it is crossing my mind now the answer to the
question about our attraction to each other ! Yes, it is your
heavenly Light that attracts my Light. The same vibrations of
the same frequency in Space... This is the theory of the Law of
Attraction based on Metaphysics and Synergy. The scientific
theory... while the religious reason is that of praying to
God or having God into us... Very good the same result !

" Time when we can impress our words " is your wonderful
thought ! You make me think hard... How can we impress our
words ? What did you think when you wrote that ? Usually
we can impress the Outside, the Exterior, the other people....
do you agree ? If you thought what I think now, you melt me
for a long time ! Will you explain to me what did you think of ?
Waiting...

Dear Fani, I think that you already have a wonderful collection
of words for Present and Future, you already spread Beauty
around you while speaking or writing ! You are a very good
teacher and writer ! God blessed you and I wish that God bless
you all time ! You must have time to save your writings even if
they are short comments because all of them are precious gems
for the other human beings who don't have your lucky Destiny
at the end of your efforts and also the efforts made by your
mother and the whole family .

You must share your experience in life with your beautiful
words and mind...

Good words are good friends who attract us as the represen-
tation of our mind and soul. Very beautiful are your words,
well said ! I think that we can write the best every moment
when we are connected to the Source, to God's Light . We can
write wonderful when the holy inspiration comes to us from
any human being enlightened by God's power and the Light is
in us. I think that you are a Ray of Light and my inspiration ,
too. In fact, any Beauty inspires me another Beauty. Beauty
attracts Beauty and that who loves Beauty loves Love , the
Divine Love !

We are the inspiration for each another and the same Light .
You can write the best all time, I am sure and you are sure,
too . Aren't you ? All your writings are very meaningful and
lessons of life and talent for everybody.

Thank you for reading all my writings, messages and for
understanding me as a whole being. That's why I trust you
and admire you ! I will take care of all my flowers, as you
called the our precious friends. You are one of the most
perfumed with rare fragrance !

I have written so much....I can't believe it ! Wow....how much
time has passed since I began to write ? I don't know... I put
an end to my letter and wish to see you soon ! To tell me the
news in your second year of PhD in Japan. I think that you
know the Japanese language very well, don't you ?

I would be so happy to know your passion in research at this
moment...what do you study now ? How are you dear friend ?
How is your family ? How is Japan now ? I am sure you have
the best conditions of study in the world.... Do you know
others better ? Is America better than Japan in robotics ?

I wait for your "longer text" as you told me and for talking
with you one day.

Much love and God bless you always !

Haminia