A VERY SMART LETTER FROM FANI

"Dear Roxana San,

Thank you very much for so nice pictures of innocence and
very good questions to me.Yes, I can feel your each and every
word and I can not disagree with you, not at all.

Your response to my idleness in writing to you, is very natural
for nature loving personality just like you. I am sure that very
soft, very kind protest to me does not show your anger to me.
How can you write in anger/hate as you are not such a soul.

Yes, I can understand your feelings, your words and I appreciate
all, every time, every moment.

Don't worry dear and never get angry. By the way, let me remind
you one thing. As I remember, you suggested me for not using the
word "never", but I think it depends on the usage of word "never".

Let me rephrase your suggestion,"Never use the word "never" with
bad motivation or hard words". Because we are humans and
humans are compositions of soft and hard behaviors, if you are
dominated by your hard/bitter behavior, one day will come when
you will be dominated by soft behavior, very kind, very beautiful.

And that would be time when you will feel regret for your suggestion
which were influenced by hard/bitter taste of words/behavior.
Anyway, this was not our topic.

Let me assure you one thing, your beautiful writings, strong
motivations to fight with interim bad/good thoughts, our domestic
problems in daily life, your Friendship, your love and care, hugs
are not invaluable for me.

All things are very precious for me. I appreciated, I appreciate
your motivations for me. I can understand your relation with my
soul at my capacity and I try my best. I consider friends, one of best
assets in life, either they develop you or disturb you.

Every friend brings new horizons, new lessons, new memories,
I value them my dear well wisher, my inspiring writer. While our
relation based on writings to motivations.

We started with very ordinary discussions for most of the people
but as time progresses words were not words, much more feelings
and inspirations were there to enlighten the souls in various ways,
various aspirations, art, beautiful scenes, flowers, landscape, what
a sweet music were there, deep care surrounded in tough times,
strong motivations are here. How can I consider them invaluable.

Of course each and every moment is valuable. Every moment brings
energy, energy of motivations, power of decision, Alas, we capture
very few , we waste a lot while being idle , sleep, or thinking about mortal/temporary things for volatile world.

We embrace very few, we waste a lot. I think at those moments
while being idle, we are looking forward to have excellent
collection of words for future if that is blessed to us.

Most of us are not so blessed to be able to write excellent
writings, we have to wait for such a time when we can impress our
own words. Words have their own rights. We must consider their
value.

Good words are very good friends, excellent representation of
your mind and soul, your observations, motivations to live, to
pave the path to progress smoothly and un-harmed.

How can we write the best all the times ?

Regarding me, I wait to write you. I never let your even a single
mail un-checked , unread. Even then I can term your asking a
very soft protest, very peaceful desire to express latest updates.

I am sorry for being so late every time, You know sometime, our
relations don't depend on ourselves. Sometime they grow
automatically, Even then I feel we must take care these flowers.
I was so busy. Now a days Japan is becoming very normal.
No problem as such after very frustrative situation. See you with
longer text later.Take care a lot !


Fani,
17 Mai 2011