Haminia :
I got a message about Philippe Sieben who is possible to be found dead in
his room. I can't believe it. Yesterday he wrote to me a message in which
he said that on Friday he would open a new " coach wall" where he would
invite all his friends to visit his writings. He wrote me so many things
about his thoughts but I could never think that he had had bad ideas .
Joan :
The few times I spoke to him it always seemed as though he lived alone. Yes as Marina mentioned I remember him having sleep problems. But I find it strange that he would do this to many of us who took him seriously as a friend!!! Also, the last time he commented on a status on my wall which was about relationships he had mentioned he would inbox message me about it since it was too private and he removed me!
Nick :
Nick :
The pieces of the puzzle are starting to fall in place. If we put all of his comments together, the ones we still have + the ones he deleted if they are still in our regular e-mails+ the friends he deleted and why then we will find a great unease, supersensitivity, deep wounds, a specific sensitivity to "too-assertive" women , did he feel "castrated" by strong, overwhelming energies as he was so gentle himself?
John:
WARS create generations upon generations of millions of traumatized people!!!- Haminia ;
This is Philippe's message to me from 31 august and I have other two from the 1st of September. I can't believe he doesn't live. I know many things about him from him, we were good friends ad we also chatted. He asked my help more times and I gave everything he asked. I wrote it in my last message to him into his inbox, as he always asked me. If it's true what I can see on face book I am blocked... he told me many of his soul feelings... I can' t write her too much words about him. He is a Great Man and Writer ! I wrote him a beautiful message which touched his heart ...it can be read in his Inbox on the 31 august . God be with him anywhere he is ! He is unique as a man !
Philippe A. Sieben
31 augustus 2010 om 11:59
Re: very good frienship !
Dear Haminia,
Not at all. No, I'm absolutely not angry with you. I confirm our good and worthful friendship.What happens is that I'm preparing a coaching wall, because people are becoming confused between my private friends and the coaching stuff I publish. I have to seperate the wall, although, there will be a link between them.So I appologise that I deleted you from the list. But this is temporarely.I was making a selection, bit by bit. I had no intention to hurt anybody.I ask you to give me some time (won't be long) to get my coaching wall working, and I'll invite you again as friend.
Be sure and convinced of my appreciation for you ♥
Soon we're back connected dear Haminia :)
Much love and big hugs to you,Philippe- I am remembering a conversation I had with someone,... I think it was Phillipe, in my early days on fb...I remember where I was sitting and that the points would only be relevant to a "coach" personality...it was a "therapeutic" technique involving deception on the part of the therapist as a tool to reveal something in the subconscious mind...so, can ya help a girl out? Thanks, dear one!
Maybe he became overwhelmed with it all..I used to enjoy the notes that he wrote...If it was indeed a passing the way Albert said, wouldn't have been reported at least?
I think that he wanted to say something by :
"So I apologise that I deleted you from the list. But this is temporarely.I was making a selection, bit by bit. I had no intention to hurt anybody.I ask you to give me some time (won't be long) to get my coaching... wall working, and I'll invite you again as friend."- He was suffering of something... and yet highly spiritual and enlightened...a life coach helping others so much, a delightful being but did he succumb to his "shadow", these visits into his inner, darker corners where the tempests take place and where one can remain stuck in that jungle?
Why was he "hurt" so often? I have never been "hurt" on fb though I may have hurt others inadvertently! Why this vulnerability to what others say? I wish people were more impermeable to the idiosyncracies and beliefs of others in order to remain centered, harmonious and filled with JOY...
You are bringing some clarity to the mystery, especially, these very loaded words of Philippe :
" My life is changing and I'm called for other duties where - maybe - I might not have access anymore to the internet and I will reside there day and night (no not the jail). It's the only thing I know yet, no more no less"...
Thank you and all those who are helping to decipher the mystery.
It truly starts to look like a "suicide" in my mind... or hiding in a priest sanctuary somewhere! If he is dead it should be easy to find at his home.
We loved him and can continue to love him no need for guilt but that also gives us a lesson on self-love, it comes from within especially once we become adults, self-actualized, confident, healthy adults!!!
Namaste. Philippe."- Dear friends, I feel so sorry about Phillipe, I can't stop thinking of him because he asked me in the last three weeks more information about numerology and I sent him a modern e-book...maybe he wanted to calculate his numbers and life... Another day he asked me information about angels and I sent him an article about the angels on the Earth, who are very good people living on the earth who help people unconditional. He thanked me a lot. Another day he wrote me that when he was very young he was running after the girls but they never let him kiss them... I replied him ...when I was very young the boys were running after me telling me that they loved me...and also wanted to kiss me and I didn't let them kiss me. Come back ...to be continued.
- " because you seem to be a good friend of my lovely lady friend, and also because you share spiritual inspired thoughts, I'll take my chance to invite you as a FB friend. If you feel comfortable with this, join me.J'ai découvert que vous maitrisez le français, cela ajoute une dimension intéressante à notre amitié potentielle. A bientôt peut-être ... Bien à vous, Philippe."
- Laura:
- My heart goes out to everyone here in light of this sad news.
Still, if you can't believe the sad news, then I can't either. Also, if even the women here that were close to Philippe on Facebook have doubts, that speaks volumes to the validity of it. In other words, perhaps it's just a cliche to say 'a woman's intuition is never wrong,' but how likely is it that the many highly intelligent women here would doubt the sad news as presented?
Alin :
Again, I offer my sympathies to everyone here, and hope that you all will find proper closure on your friendship with Philippe. If what I'm suggesting as a possibility is true, then my heart goes out to Philippe, and I pray that he finds peace, love, and healing for any mental, emotional, or spiritual difficulties he might have. I also trust that in the event that he has met with the hour of death; that he his with God and in his perfect care. - "I have sleeping problems since ages: I can sleep 2h continuously and that I awake, no matter what precautions I took before. I found the best way to cope with this to go on FB at night (between my short sleeps), and wait until I get tired again to sleep for another uninterupted 2h. I consulted many docters, nobody can help me.The only advantage is that at night the Americans are awake, so I can be in touch with them.Philippe".
- To continue what Philippe wrote to me : " please tell me the secret of being loved because I loved only once in my life and I was deeply disappointed by that woman who hurt me for a life". When I saw that he was serious I wrote him back that we should talk about that and I could help him with my experience of life. He never replied to this message, but he went on with asking me to help him by sending different articles, videos, music and I also made positive comments to his status in order to make him laugh. Two weeks ago he posted on his wall a happy event for him : he invited his secretary and her lover boy at his home to coffee and a special drink from France...he was happy to say that a he had prepared everything and that he would serve his guests. I replied him by making a joke that I would land at Brusselle in some hours if he would wait for me at the airport ... He liked my joking and answered that my idea was great because he NEEDED a friend ...he felt alone.
After reading all the messages written here and remembering his own and what he wrote to me... I think that he planned his suicide.
I will send you another message he sent to me on the 1st of September whose meaning I didn't understand until now. Wait a little. - Philippe A. Sieben
Philippe A. Sieben31 augustus 2010 om 12:02
Re: very good frienship
"ps: I waste some time on FB to learn how to build a business wall. FB is not that obvious for this purpose. Sometimes on FB, they are pretty not... user friendly. Philippe ". - Philippe sent you a message.
Philippe A. Sieben
Philippe A. Sieben1 september 2010 om 5:32
Re: If you like Ali, you must like me . We are all the same. One !
We'll connect again this Friday :))) - Karol:
I think that he fell into depression and the ensuing suicide... it tears my heart because even if he deleted me quite a while ago, I loved him!!! Thanks Haminia for letting us get a glance into his suffering" self" and his beautifulll soul!!! He probably wrote that note with some obvious mistakes to make it look as if someone with English as a 2nd language wrote it !!!- Philippe A. Sieben:
"Sometimes it might be a click away, sometimes an encounter away, sometimes ...an insight away. All those surround you permanently.
When I got conscious about this years ago, I went into the woods and asked to my angels (my metaphore, it fits me well): open my eyes - because I seem to be blind!"
- I remember Philippe when he told me that he was not born in Belgium, he was born in a German language country ... I am not sure if it was Germany because he also told me that he was writing his last novel in a kind of German language, not ...the literary German. He also mentioned that his book would be translated into all the international languages and that " HIS BOOK WILL BE A BEST SELLER". I asked him what he wrote in his book and he said : " About Life " and he promised me to send it to me when it would be ready. He was happy when I asked him about his work and love for music, especially for classic music. He sent me many of his soul loved music and I also sent him what I considered He would like. He always told me that my music touched his heart, especially at night sometimes when I was working on my computer and saw him online. After midnight. Thinking that he was writing at his novel in the silence of night I wanted to make him nice surprises with good music I knew he liked as a healing of his soul. He was so happy surprised by my musical gifts that he always wrote me back immediately to tell me that I always made him feel happy , he thanked me and appreciated my good taste in music.
I also remember that he told me he had learned DANCING, BALLET and he was always longing for dancing.
I write all these discussions with him because in my last message to him I wrote him that he was a great man, the most sensitive man I have ever met and he deserved the best in the world and much love. I appologized for not reading all time what he posted on his wall because lack of time. His answer you could see above, the long one.
I feel that he is not alive and that he thought a lot of his passing this life to the other ...he used the word " transcend " sometimes.
I think that he deleted all his close friends in order to post them on " his new coach wall " .... in Heaven...on Friday !!! He said it !
My heart is broken , as if I knew him in real life !
I wish him be happy where he wanted to be as an Angel about which he asked me...
Haminia- He wrote to me that he communicated with angels all time. He believed in angels. He sad that he usually spoke to them daily and said they brought him messages from God .
- Mahmood:
- Philipe wrote me :
"Hindi, Christians, Moslims, Jewish, others, minorities, ...: doesn't a deep respect for eachother's sincere convictions makes all of us sisters and brothers? Black, white, yellow, ... green, blue, red, ... There's 1, One Universal Light physical and spiritual being our inspiration. You can fissionner it with a prism into different colors ... but the origin is the same unique source, EVERYWHERE.- Philippe".
John : - He also wrote me that :
- "Hermann Hesse (Siddhartha, Steppenwolf, The Glass Bead Game) is the author who inspired me so much when I was 17/18 years old. I must have read whole his oeuvre in less than 2 years then. For he was a close friend of Carl Gustav Jung, I started immediately to read Jung. This was my start for further philosophical/spiritual development. I took quite a lot of breaks in my life before reading the other mentioned authors, but the past five years I've read tons of books besides the workshops and coachings I followed and gave. Joining this lecture with my personal (exciting, wonderful) life experiences, my vision on/of life and the Universe (I studied some astrophysics too) evolved to a less earth-bound (religion-bound) look and conviction.Halfway my thirties I meditated around Einsteins formula E=Mc². Energy is transformable to matter and vice versa. "What if before our birth and after our death we're not individuals as we are on earth?" was my question. "Maybe we're just energy."This questions put me on the way to quit with biased religions and to imagine everything is ONE same ENERGY. Years after this I understood that it is very simple: it's the UNIVERSAL ENERGY OF LOVE. We are part of it, were and will always be, regardless the format, regardless the time/dimension, regardless the hierarchic level.Just to be clear to all participants (and all people on earth): for years I do respect convictions (religious and others) of other humans/cultures and I don't judge them. And yes, despite my religious unbound vision on life, I do believe in the Almighty Power you can call God/Allah/... There's still the magic and mystery about the "Big Bang" and the creation/evolution of human beings.As you know, my metaphors are God, Angels, ... I did encounter angels for real (or was it God?), sometimes it happened that they invited me "there above." I can assure you that this kind of experience is MAGIC !!! (And I'm educated as a sceptical scientist ...)I'm very gratful to God, to my Angels and especially to all of you because you're so honest and daring to expose you inner world/convictions. You deserve a lot of respect of me! And, again, YES,I do love God. Philippe."
- I am obsessed by his decision... Philippe was such a smart man and thinker about Life in Universe , he asked me about the Universal Energy, I was surprised why he did it and I told him that I studied Reiki word that in Japonesse language means exactly " Universal energy" . He put me more questions about Reiki and I told him by short. Ali is an angel about whom Philippe and I talked, at his request. That angel was a model for Philippe.
He wrote to me as you saw...that we all three will meet on Friday !!! That we are One !!!
I am always thinking what was in his mind ??? Friday was yesterday !
It's so touching for me these his words especially because I feel him like being around us, his fb friends ... maybe he didn't have others to whom to discuss his thoughts.
Anyway he will be alive in all our minds for long time, I think that he wished Us to know him as an Angel...I remember when he asked me if an angel can live among human beings or only in Heaven.
He is an Angel in Heaven ... - "You make me think about a short story I wrote in 1993 in Austria when I stayed there for 3 months. (Yes, I'm a writer too.) I had a devine dance experience then. I mean REALLY DEVINE!!...! I was so impressed that I wrote the short story the same night. This short story, as well as the book I published, is written in Dutch. But you give me the liking to translate it into English. Maybe I'll do this one day, but this is not a promise. We'll see ... As soon as it might be translated, you'll be the first person I'll send it to. Don't take the translation for granted, because I should free a lot of time for this, and there are other priorities now. But the liking is there, I would like to share this devine experience with a dance lover like you. Let's ask angels and god for some assistance ..."
- Haminia, of course, and with such a beautiful mind, and precious soul, surely you will find him one day among the Angels. I am deeply saddened by your loss, and I pray that God will continue to provide you with strength. For even as you are already one with Philippe, his memory lives on in you that others may know him too.
- I have realized that Philippe felt so closely connected to angels and he, himself was like an angel on this earth because he was such a supersensitive, gentle, tender, well-intentioned, pure man who wanted to make the world a kind and loving place.All his comments prove that.
Unfortunately, he was affected and could hardly take any abrupt or harsh comments and/or disagreements... because we are not all that gentle. He did not have this carapace, this armor to shield himself to ward off negative energies, comments, or all the ills of the world. He allowed these issues to penetrate him deeply.
I say that after reading a few hundreds of his comments [ like the ones on Obama winning the Nobel Peace Prize].
It made me realize the vulnerability of some people and how careful we need to be with our comments. More than ever I will follow " The Four Agreements" of Don Miguel Ruiz, the 1st one being: "Be Impeccable With Your Word". Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.
Actually this is exactly what he did!!! Maybe this world was too abrasive for such a kind, loving, and supersensitive person... All my studies on " giftedness" would support that too!!!
- Philippe sent you a message.
Philippe A. Sieben
Philippe A. Sieben23 augustus 2010 om 12:24
Subject: 5D Angels
"Hello Haminia,- ...
You once have sent me a post with questions or details with which one could regognize if he/she had the 5D Angel properties. I'm looking back for this information, I know You have sent that to me. Might you eventually have a backup of that post?
I would be very grateful to you if you can sent me a copy of it.
Are you familiar with the transsition from Human to Angel?
Much love to you, Philippe" - Philippe posted something on your Wall and wrote:
"Haminia, how can you get your numerology results on you profile wall? I didn't found the trick yet. I will be very gratefull if you could help me with this ♥" - Philippe A. Sieben commented on your link:
"Yes, Human Angels (that can even be you) live amoung us, but their soul never cries. Humans as a human being are not necessary conscious they are an angel at that moment, but the human angel hands you over exactly what you need at that moment, whether you take it or not.
Angels of a higher lever never cry: they're just waiting for a call from you to help you. Their attitude is: "Your wish is your command." They serve us and are all meant to do and they always will. The only requierment is that you have also to take some action in that direction. If you don't ask anything, the angels can't act. If you don't act (even if it is a little step) they can't help you.
Did you know that angels need us? They admire our currage to accomplish our mission here on earth. Angels need our love." - Philippe A. Sieben commented on your link:
"Thank you Haminia for having posted this wonderful music! I do appreciate this music very much ♥" - Philippe A. Sieben commented on your wall post:
"Originaly my book is written in Dutch, my mother tongue, but a lot of parts are also written in Englih and French. So, once it's finished it had to be translated to one language (Dutch I will... do myself) and then English, French. After that, if it seems to be a bestseller, Spanish, German and other languages will follow soon. (My dream, my wishful thinking ;-) - Nite nite Haminia"
- ALL IS COPIED FROM FACE BOOK AFTER ALBERT'S ANNOUNCE ON PHILIPPE'S WALL ON FACE BOOK - THAT THE DIED - FOR ALL HIS FRIENDS. I WILL NEVER FORGET SUCH A BLESSED GOOD FRIEND !
Anya : September 20 at 9:30pm
"Hello Haminia,
I just talked to his sister and she confirmed that Philippe took his own life, he planned it and chut down all his close contacts to isolate himself more from the outside world. The reason he made this choice is because I think he felt life was to hard on him and he could not coop with it.
Please inform his other Fb friends that he choosed to step out this lifetime himself, there has to be no guilt and there is no forgiveness needed. All choices will be honoured on the other side, where he is now. There is no judgement on the other side, however a lot of people do think so. I know better. Let everyone who knew him send him love and light so he can find his way home. I do not have any access to his fb profile so I can not find his other contacts.
I hope you can find some comfort in this.
In love and light,
Anya"
I just talked to his sister and she confirmed that Philippe took his own life, he planned it and chut down all his close contacts to isolate himself more from the outside world. The reason he made this choice is because I think he felt life was to hard on him and he could not coop with it.
Please inform his other Fb friends that he choosed to step out this lifetime himself, there has to be no guilt and there is no forgiveness needed. All choices will be honoured on the other side, where he is now. There is no judgement on the other side, however a lot of people do think so. I know better. Let everyone who knew him send him love and light so he can find his way home. I do not have any access to his fb profile so I can not find his other contacts.
I hope you can find some comfort in this.
In love and light,
Anya"
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Dear all,
Yesterday I met a friend for dinner. After a while she asked me if I had heard from Philippe lately. I had not. She then told me he had passed away.
Apparently he had taken his own life by hanging.
And was only found a few days later.
needless to say I was shocked.
I met Philippe a few years ago during a relationship workshop I was hosting.
Philippe had a french mother and a dutch father and was raised in The Netherlands. Later in life the family moved to Belgium and Philippe lived in the Leuven region.
I saw Philippe as a very warm hearted person. But always searching and digging. Like there was this big unease he needed to sort out. To understand before he could find rest and be happy.
As far as I know he was in severe financial problems owing lots of people money.
He surely will be missed ...
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