Once upon a time there was a sweet little girl playing
in the flowers garden of her parents, embracing, dan-
cing and kissing the beautiful at her 5 years age.
in the flowers garden of her parents, embracing, dan-
cing and kissing the beautiful at her 5 years age.
She was the same happy with the first Sun rays in the
morning shining over all...and with the Moon Light.
morning shining over all...and with the Moon Light.
She was One with Innocence and Love .
Love loved her and she loved Love.
Nothing changed when time to go to school came.
She was so happy to meet anybody singing all time in
her heart and mind the most beautiful Music she had
listened in Nature some years before...
her heart and mind the most beautiful Music she had
listened in Nature some years before...
She made good friends at school, the teachers were
appreciating her a lot giving her the first prize for
many years and she was sure
that life was Paradise,
nothing more.
Years showed her that happiness existed indeed...
Nothing bad disturbed her until the age of 15 when
God wanted to show her the other side of Life: Death.
Not knowing anything about that phenomenon she did
not cry like the others around her even if her father
was the single man whom she loved...the same with her
happiness.
not cry like the others around her even if her father
was the single man whom she loved...the same with her
happiness.
She started to ask herself - because she did not know
who could answer her questions - why her father left
her and where he went...
who could answer her questions - why her father left
her and where he went...
Since that moment she forgot to smile or laugh ...
Nobody could change her mood until the age of 18 when
her Philosophy teacher explained her many things and
she started to study that funny science...
her Philosophy teacher explained her many things and
she started to study that funny science...
She could understand the most important thing in the
World : that Life is Worth living !!!
World : that Life is Worth living !!!
She suddenly changed her behavior and started to laugh
again to all the people around her, especially when her
father came into her dreams many times and told her
that he never left her and that he always would be with
her timeless...
again to all the people around her, especially when her
father came into her dreams many times and told her
that he never left her and that he always would be with
her timeless...
Knowing the Happiness again, she became a very succ-
essful student in the capital of her country being rewar-
ded with a very good scholarship, with much apprecia-
tion from her teachers and colleagues .
essful student in the capital of her country being rewar-
ded with a very good scholarship, with much apprecia-
tion from her teachers and colleagues .
What important is to be appreciated by the people around
you, to feel their love and support and to understand the
reason for which you came to life !!!
you, to feel their love and support and to understand the
reason for which you came to life !!!
Being so much appreciated by the severe teachers from
the capital of her country she discovered her unknown
gifts she had proved to have : to learn very easily every
thing and to understand the sophisticated Life that seemed
to be so hard to understand...
the capital of her country she discovered her unknown
gifts she had proved to have : to learn very easily every
thing and to understand the sophisticated Life that seemed
to be so hard to understand...
All her colleagues loved her especially because she was
ready to help everyone with what they were in need and
for her friendly behavior and smile.
ready to help everyone with what they were in need and
for her friendly behavior and smile.
The boys, her colleagues started to like her more than a
friendly love and she didn't understand why they were
trembling while speaking with her...
friendly love and she didn't understand why they were
trembling while speaking with her...
Her dream was to graduate the College with a very good
mark in order to be accepted to work in Capital where she
lived the best life in her life excepting the dance with the
flowers in the never forgotten garden of childhood...
mark in order to be accepted to work in Capital where she
lived the best life in her life excepting the dance with the
flowers in the never forgotten garden of childhood...
Life seems to be guided by unseen forces...when we are
not able to see the Truth of God !!!
not able to see the Truth of God !!!
So, the innocent girl did not know that the people outside
her College were not the same with her teachers and
colleagues...
her College were not the same with her teachers and
colleagues...
When we are too young, we think that everything will
happen as we wish..
The same thought the innocent girl about finding a good
job in capital..
As many times the laws of a country are against the
needs of the people, even if she was promised by some
important directors in some ministers good work places,
it was not possible...
Much crying in the streets, without any help from anybody,
the girl started to pray God for help..
God helped her in His way by giving her another opportu-
nity to work in other city where she was very well received
by everybody and the first man in that region ..
Unexpectedly job, everybody was amazed to see such a
young girl working for the most important politician in that
city..
Curiously, she was accepted to work in that very important
position in the Communist Party, even if she didn't know
anything about politics..
She was given a very good salary, a free apartment and she
felt happy for some time when she was busy with buying
furniture and decorating her home.
Dreams can not be cheated with money and social positions
in society and soon the young girl discovered that all the
people around her were working for money only and didn't
have anything in common with her thoughts..
Her mind became stressed by the idea to leave that job and
go back to the capital, especially because a general manager
had called her and invited her to go and work there..
It was not possible to leave...
She was not allowed to leave .
What to do ...she was wandering when her mother and relati-
ves started to press her to get married with one of the boys
who liked her to be their wife..
She opposed the idea of marriage and her mother but after
one year she coudln't bear the presssing and she decided to
get married with the first man with high education who will
ask her to be his wife..
Poor girl didn't know what was love, what was the meaning
of being wife and anything about mariage.
Her mother didn't explain to her anything because it was
Tabu at that time in her family and society to speak about ..
Old fashion , hard sufferings !!
She got married with a very smart man of science who also
had been educated in old traditions..
They were not able to love each other or to understand
each other and ...being ashamed to recognize the reality in
front of their families, they hid the truth for a long time,
especially because they had a child..
The innocent girl had to move from that city to another one
and to live separated by her husband in order to take care
of her beloved child..
Depression covered her a lot...
The new colleagues didn't know anything about her life and
were not curious to ask her anything..
She separated officially.
New life and very hard life for a single woman without father,
without husband, with a poor mother and a little daughter..
God didn't forget her, of course..
He started to support her all time and she became a good
specialist in her new job and city, giving her the chance to
live a comfortable life and to give a good education to her
child.
She was like a robot from morning till night working and
working all time..
The innocent young woman forgot to think about love which
she had lost for a lifetime..
She didn't know its meaning and that was good for her after
all...
Thinking of Life in this Universe and Earth, she started to
study from books what she must had known and she didn't..
Only the Universe, Nature, Music, good writings made her
forget about the hard life and work..
She didn't have any expectation from life except career
which was better and better.
Dreams she had a lot and unexpectedly, almost all of them
came true excepting love..
If the first time she didn't know it from her husband, why
would she want to marry again ?
Many times men are impotent...she was not the single in
that situation.
How to know the best man for her ideas of living life in truth ?
Time passed ...
Only dreams of a good life in love she had.
She was most impressed by a single man she had the oppor-
tunity to know at far away distance who was the ideal man she
had ever dreamed to meet in her life from her points of view.
That man fascinated her for his great faith in God and his
believes about family and life, but also she was fascinated
by his great intelligence and wisdom..
She felt for the first time in her life to express in writing her
feelings..thinking that feelings are the most important to be
said and recognized in this world.
The woman over whom time had passed didn't have the
courage to tell that man about her life even if he put her
many times many questions..
How could she ?
Not everything can be said in life.
Life goes on with much love in our hearts and only God
makes possible knowing the true love from a life partner
if we are good adviced in the right time about what to do
and what not to do in choosing our future happiness !
happen as we wish..
The same thought the innocent girl about finding a good
job in capital..
As many times the laws of a country are against the
needs of the people, even if she was promised by some
important directors in some ministers good work places,
it was not possible...
Much crying in the streets, without any help from anybody,
the girl started to pray God for help..
God helped her in His way by giving her another opportu-
nity to work in other city where she was very well received
by everybody and the first man in that region ..
Unexpectedly job, everybody was amazed to see such a
young girl working for the most important politician in that
city..
Curiously, she was accepted to work in that very important
position in the Communist Party, even if she didn't know
anything about politics..
She was given a very good salary, a free apartment and she
felt happy for some time when she was busy with buying
furniture and decorating her home.
Dreams can not be cheated with money and social positions
in society and soon the young girl discovered that all the
people around her were working for money only and didn't
have anything in common with her thoughts..
Her mind became stressed by the idea to leave that job and
go back to the capital, especially because a general manager
had called her and invited her to go and work there..
It was not possible to leave...
She was not allowed to leave .
What to do ...she was wandering when her mother and relati-
ves started to press her to get married with one of the boys
who liked her to be their wife..
She opposed the idea of marriage and her mother but after
one year she coudln't bear the presssing and she decided to
get married with the first man with high education who will
ask her to be his wife..
Poor girl didn't know what was love, what was the meaning
of being wife and anything about mariage.
Her mother didn't explain to her anything because it was
Tabu at that time in her family and society to speak about ..
Old fashion , hard sufferings !!
She got married with a very smart man of science who also
had been educated in old traditions..
They were not able to love each other or to understand
each other and ...being ashamed to recognize the reality in
front of their families, they hid the truth for a long time,
especially because they had a child..
The innocent girl had to move from that city to another one
and to live separated by her husband in order to take care
of her beloved child..
Depression covered her a lot...
The new colleagues didn't know anything about her life and
were not curious to ask her anything..
She separated officially.
New life and very hard life for a single woman without father,
without husband, with a poor mother and a little daughter..
God didn't forget her, of course..
He started to support her all time and she became a good
specialist in her new job and city, giving her the chance to
live a comfortable life and to give a good education to her
child.
She was like a robot from morning till night working and
working all time..
The innocent young woman forgot to think about love which
she had lost for a lifetime..
She didn't know its meaning and that was good for her after
all...
Thinking of Life in this Universe and Earth, she started to
study from books what she must had known and she didn't..
Only the Universe, Nature, Music, good writings made her
forget about the hard life and work..
She didn't have any expectation from life except career
which was better and better.
Dreams she had a lot and unexpectedly, almost all of them
came true excepting love..
If the first time she didn't know it from her husband, why
would she want to marry again ?
Many times men are impotent...she was not the single in
that situation.
How to know the best man for her ideas of living life in truth ?
Time passed ...
Only dreams of a good life in love she had.
She was most impressed by a single man she had the oppor-
tunity to know at far away distance who was the ideal man she
had ever dreamed to meet in her life from her points of view.
That man fascinated her for his great faith in God and his
believes about family and life, but also she was fascinated
by his great intelligence and wisdom..
She felt for the first time in her life to express in writing her
feelings..thinking that feelings are the most important to be
said and recognized in this world.
The woman over whom time had passed didn't have the
courage to tell that man about her life even if he put her
many times many questions..
How could she ?
Not everything can be said in life.
Life goes on with much love in our hearts and only God
makes possible knowing the true love from a life partner
if we are good adviced in the right time about what to do
and what not to do in choosing our future happiness !
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