"My dearest Man I have ever met,
My dream came true, God blessed me through you !
I am happy to hear about you because I felt you were in trouble and I asked myself in those three days why you didn't ask my heart to be together with you in good and bad , too. You gave me messages and beeps, I sent them back, I sent your usual "Good morning Caffee", but I felt you were angry in your short answers, unusual for you to me.
I swear on the Bible and my life I have never thought to make you problems, I told you about the society reaction and you didn't believe me telling me to live our love no matter what the society says...you remember ! Now when you feel yourself on your "skin" this society in which we live, you punish me so severe, you punish your pure love, your woman who loves you more than herself, you who understand exactly my life and about our the same bottle of life, you who made me wordless while reading your unique letters breathing and spreading God's Love, the Divine Love all around you and to the Universe. You who made me feel my soul love for the first time in my life...you who changed me into a real woman... not a lost woman, not a maid as I was before meeting you.
I sent you a video which explains everything happened to us and the attraction between us, physically, psychologically and spiritually and why !!! We can't control or drive our attraction which happens in the Universe, not in the reality ! You are exactly how I have ever thought a husband and man must be, the twin attraction of the same frequency of vibrations we have in this Milky way.
Who can understand the given gifts from God ? My heart is suffering now, please see my message and watch the video about the divine and spiritual attraction which come from the Universe, from the Creator which is not common physical attraction among people on the Earth.
You and me who feel the fragrance of Divine Love and spread it around us and to the whole Universe, it flows as the river flows to the sea ... Can your goodness hurt my heart and soul so severe ? I can't believe it ! Please, think of our love and of our hearts, of what you feel for me and I feel for you. All I did was for showing my love ! You asked me to write more about your articles when you saw that I usually wrote very short, just some words, you remember that this is my style to write and I changed my usual in unusual for you to feel happy , to help you have readers as you wished. It is not a medical site, my dear !
You should have told your lover that is was not good for some people what we shared in writing. If you were a " hunky punky " as you told me many times that you were not, maybe I didn't care about you but you are a very good heart surgeon who operated more than 2000 people with great success, with God's will until your young age. I also told some good friends about our extraordinary love after you were so happy to tell all your doctors colleagues about me and you also wanted to celebrate together our serious love . As you know, I didn't want to tell anybody about our strong feelings of love but you told all your colleagues from your team about me even the detail that I agree with all your activity day and night in the hospital.
Only after that time I spoke with my best friends about us, thinking that you were right as usually when you told me that you would offer me everything I wished and that you would take all the responsibility of our marriage, that you had two houses and a good financial situation besides your divine and eternal love for me, what wonderful words !!! I told you to take care of the society in which we live but you behaved very natural and gave me the same pieces of advice.
You convinced me to live our love no matter the society thinks of us and I thought to trust you as I knew that you were such a special serious man and doctor for all the people ! I thought that I lived all my life respecting only my Ego and it was high time for me to think of my soul and true feelings for the first time in life !
My wish, my love and dreams were all in my bottle full of pure and heavenly love kept so many years for one like you who came into my life suddenly and unexpected beautiful. I felt that the treasure from my bottle I could give only to you because you were the first man who made me feel the true love into my heart and soul as I had never felt it before. You are the first man who discovered the secrets of my soul and bottle of love. I was so amazed when you told me first about your bottle of old feelings and love which you had never given to anybody except me... how great "coincidence" again and again day by day !
How many coincidences every moment for both of us...it was maybe the 1.000 th that we discovered and we know that " Coincidence is God's way of making his presence known..." as Albert Einstein said. You can imagine how happy I was for our own bottles with feelings which we decided to offer to each other, to open them and take from each other all the secrets of our souls and love, their fragrance ! All the hidden sentiments that we felt into our souls and we have never showed to anybody for such a long time because we had never felt such a pure and true love till now !
We believed in our love so much ! We talked to each other three times a day starting with the " Good morning coffee" at six 'clock in the morning, then later when you were at the hospital and called me or just beeped me because you were longing for me and late at night to tell me"good night and much love ". I am sure that they were our most beautiful and hopeful days of our life !
I feel like crying and suffering because you were my first and in the same time my old dream...my desired kind of man with all the qualities that I had ever wished in my short life till now. You know all my life... nobody else knows my feelings except you. You are the same with me, you feel the same, you think the same, you amazed me when you told me that you spoke with me as to an equal person with you, as though I had studied medicine like you !
I still wonder how I could speak with you about your heart operations , thousands, understanding everything you told me in detail and also making good and right comments about them and about the patients, also having the courage to give you pieces of advice that you took as very good for you ! We had such high lever spiritual discussion , hard to believe for common people... you told me that I was "one in a million of women" among all you had met in your life.
You considered yourself so happy to have the chance to meet me and I also felt the same Joy in having met such a special gifted man like you ! So many thousands of people to love you and to pray for you every second of their life because you gave their life again when they were almost dieing because their hearts didn't want to beat anymore ! Or who wanted ? You are God's mind and hand ! How could I not fall in love with such a heavenly human being ? I didn't know anything about you when I felt you were sent to me by God ! You told me and I read about you later... I had only the best intuition about you as a man born to serve the Humanity and it was very true !
You know all my life, you have the same desires in life as I have, you feel Nature and the people in the same way with me, you use the same words with mine, you have the same bottle with old dreams of love as I also keep into my heart since I first thought of love ...We have the same attraction for the unknown deep darkness of the seas, you made my breath stop so many times because love can not be measured by the beating of the hearts but by the lack of the breathings . I felt that lack of my breath every time you were speaking with me and when you blocked my mind also temporarily making me loose my mind and your mind, too . We wee like crazy people as I told you but you replied much more beautiful " Craziness means heavenly " and I thought about it because it had never happened to me before...
The rest is in your heart, in your bottle which I opened, in your cells...just watch inside them. Now I can feel that I have much more to tell you about what happened to us, so I will write you some other letters more until the endless of our love ! Wait for the next ! Love you timeless by God's will !
Haminia
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